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2023.06.03 14:07 JustWeekends Help.

I used to be an outgoing person, wouldn't think about going home until my mom forces me to. Things started to change when I went to high school. I now found myself staying in my room playing games all the time, but it's not like I enjoy gaming that much. Recently, I found myself looking up travel videos and places to visit near my house and wanting to go out more often. But I don't know how and also still thinking if it is a good idea lol. I don't know what to do guys, should I just go for it?
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2023.06.03 14:05 HistoricalCucumber9 KaizenMS - Insights from a nearly 1-month player

KaizenMS - Insights from a nearly 1-month player
Dear mapleservers community,
I would like to share my insights from playing Kaizen for almost a month and what made me quit. This is by no means a hate post, I just want to share my opinion on subjects that are rarely discussed and what people can expect if they would like to join the server.

A little preface about me
I didn't get to play beta, I reached Lv. 30 and quit when I saw that this seemed just like another QuestStory where they locked achievements behind quests and by no means I wanna ever do 2,000 quests if I want to be as strong as possible. Fast forward, server launched and I was surprised that there were so many players online and since there was nothing to play - I just went with it.
Before starting, I was fully aware that the server is "p2w" and I was fine with it, since money go through the server(unfortunately that's not the case anymore and I will continue on this later). The good thing is - you could grind out cubes relatively fast and obtain all the QoL that other people who paid for could obtain, that was great!

First week of Kaizen
As you know this server encouraged PQing heavily - at least do them once a week for extra bonus. That's great because it encouraged people to socialize and do something together for once than just solo grind, as well as give options to those who just want to experience their nostalgia fix. Unfortunately, this was swiftly picked on and abused on a huge scale. One of the party quests - HenesysPQ, since you can complete this PQ nearly afk, was heavily abused by people running multiple VM and then trading cubes to a single person. This net more cubes than any grinding possible method , since people were weak and you only needed a character barely lv30~ to spam this. This was later "shadowfixed" but there were thousands and thousands of cubes injected into the economy that broke the early balance and afaik NO CUBES were removed, since random players used to trade me to flex their 5k~ stacks.

Early PQ abuse

Selling DP(Donation Points) for cubes
Like I said earlier, I was totally aware that you could sell DP for cubes and I was fine with it. Since most people would buy DP, get their desired QoL items and wait another month or they could buy permanent versions for more DP and be done with it. That's fine with me - server gets money, they reinvested some back and server gets better. "Fine" until this happened :
The usual rates for DP:Cubes was around 50DP(5$):7 Miracle Cubes. Like I said earlier, it was relatively easy to get those 7 Cubes, so if people would decide to whale, they would spend a lot of money for not-so-great rewards. Of course whales perfectly understood that and soon after the megaphones about selling DP disappeared almost. Why? Look at the screenshot above. The PQ abuse gave RMTers the ability to have thousands of cubes stocked, so they could sell to those whales, and as I said, those cubes WERE NOT removed.
According to their tos : " RWT/RMT (Real World / Real Money Trading). All forms of trading using our service that do not strictly use KaizenMS in-game currency is forbidden. That includes trading of in-game items, mesos, fame, accounts, etc., or any in-game services (leeching, boss runs, zak/ht service, etc.) for any non-KaizenMS currency (money, currency from other games/servers, products, services, etc.) "
This is the first server I see where they ban the RMT seller, but NOT ban the buyer. Are they really held hostage by the whales "if you ban me for RMTing, I chargeback" along these lines? Like I said, I was totally aware of the "p2w" aspect, but this took new dimensions. They don't even follow their own ToS.

Expedition abuse and economy crash
As I covered the whole abuse and RMT schemes above, I will tell you about the expedition abuse. You have limited entries to do expedition bosses weekly. That's great since not everyone can do them on a daily basis. Well, like all things, this was abused heavily, due to another incompetence of server staff. People who paid could run higher bosses and that's OK, but there's one big BUT. The abuse was as follows - they would leave 1 person to kill the boss, others would disconnect and those disconnected would not consume an attempt. This means they could acquire way more loot and sell it for early profits. That's how they crashed the economy and when normal players reached that stage, the loot was already useless. Afaik - nobody was banned and loot wasn't removed, another point where they don't follow their ToS :
  • Bug/Glitch Abuse. Abusing any bug or glitch to obtain an abnormal advantage is forbidden. If you believe to have found a bug/glitch that can be exploited in any way, please contact KaizenMS staff immediately or you may be banned.

The total unbalance of classes
The staff claimed over and over again that classes are balanced "end game" and that everything is viable and people would not face drawbacks. Like all things, this was absolutely false. Potential system in pre-bb server will lead to an insane unbalance. WA classes would be strong early and MA - not so much, because a lot of people couldn't obtain Lv. 30 books (you would get these as early from Horntail) and not many people had high int % items to be strong early and would just give up/reroll. After a lot of complains - they buffed mages, but they didn't realize that Magic Attack scaling is exponential and would reach absurd amount(10k + total int) once INT gear is stacked with more INT %. What happened? People would reroll other class, fund mage and just totally dominate bossing. This is the only server where you roll another class to fund a Mage lol... Also, mage-type classes are really easy to gear up once economy is established and injected with way more cubes, since you only care about increasing your INT and stacking more INT %, meanwhile as WA-type you also need to focus on WA/main stat, so chaosing your gear would be way-way harder.

The future of Kaizen
It's really easy to see that each next boss is just another DPS check with cheesy mechanics where you have to jump on a specific occasion. A point will be reached where this DPS check will be covered only by mage classes and their high INT stacking, rendering all other classes useless, unable to clear future bosses. And if RMT is not taken care of by actually banning the buyers, the server will keep rotting within.

If you reached this point, I would like to thank you for reading and hopefully I could give you few insights about the server and whether you should play or not.
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2023.06.03 14:04 Novel-Secretary3388 Ex BPSO contacted me after nearly 2 months asking me to come get my stuff from her shed

Is this her way of seeing me without showing her cards ? She asked politely for me to come get it. Or maybe she just wants to cut ties totally ?
I’m quite anxious about the whole thing. What should I expect ?
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2023.06.03 14:04 SouthernSlander Walking after ankle tattoo? Am I being dumb?

I'm planning on getting another tattoo today, this time near my ankle. Unfortunately I also have to work today and my job requires me to be on my feet. I won't be doing much sweating, mainly just standing behind a bar and taking drinks to tables, but I'll be on my feet for four hours.
Will I be okay or should I cancel my plans? I don't have an appointment, but today is the only day of the week the shop does walk-ins.
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2023.06.03 14:04 UltimateNekoX 44 [M4F] #Montreal, Canada - Older man looking for younger girlfriend for serious relationship.

Let’s get this wall of text started!
First of all, I am looking for a serious relationship with one little girl or two as I was offered that in the past and curious but I have no issue with only one. It surely can start online but it has to become irl at a point in the near future (let’s say 2 years max).
I’m in no hurry to find the right someone.
Location is open to anywhere as long as the previous condition is met. Of course finding other Canadians would make things much easier. But I’ve met some really nice people from elsewhere in the years online so I’m keeping it open.
Now about me. I would describe myself primarily as loving and caring. I will take care of you, I will spoil you (trust needs to be established first and that can take some time. I’m more than happy to discuss it). Dominant and can be quite stern when needed. I have quite the dark and sarcastic sense of humour. I am also non politically correct. I used to walk on eggshell talking with girls on here but not anymore. I shall speak my mind freely for better or worst.
I am in no hurry to find my next good little girl. Hobby wise, I play video games and I currently play on Xbox and PC. Would love to find someone to play with (especially irl). It’s okay if you don’t play games, as long as I can play and you could play with another joystick while I do. I am also a mini cat shelter in my apartment. I love my feline children and they are non negotiable. I love Music, I dabble in GarageBand once in a while. I write stories when inspiration strike.
We can discuss kinks and all the sexual stuff in private.
Now enough about me, let’s see what I’m looking for shall we? I want someone sweet, loving, honest, submissive (I’m flexible on the level of submission up to TPE). I enjoy a fairly large age gap normally. So be of legal age and up. This relationship will be sexual so please don’t be looking for Platonic only ( I can do platonic friends tho). There is one rule that is hard enforced: communicate everyday unless otherwise warned in advance.
I thing that covers pretty much all of it. Send a chat/DM with basic info like your name, age, location and what you’re looking for if you wanna chat.
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2023.06.03 14:04 Due-Cherry7746 Me (19M) and gf (17F), body count issues

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2023.06.03 14:02 eable2 Shoutout to my favorite store for quality cheap produce

Shoutout to my favorite store for quality cheap produce
It's not always easy to find quality, cheap produce in this city, so I want to shout out a business I recently discovered. This is Mexican Fruits, a wholesale grocer in the Union Market district on 4th St NE. Despite the name, this small grocery has a lot more then fruit. They have a huge variety of produce, bulk dry goods (e.g. rice/beans), spices, and some otherwise hard-to-find items like dried chilis.
The produce is cheap, sometimes shockingly so. After shopping here, getting produce at a large supermarket almost feels fiscally irresponsible. I cook most of my meals and can frequently get a week's worth of veggies for under $10, if not under $5. Not everything is marked with prices, but the helpful staff will tell you if you ask! To be honest though, I've stopped asking - I know it's usually a good deal.
This is a wholesaler, which means that quality control isn't going to be as strict as a big supermarket. There will be some produce for sale that's past its prime, and you'll probably want to use the fresh ingredients quickly. But if you're like me and do a fair amount of cooking, this is not a problem.
If you're near the Union Market area, consider paying this lovely store a visit for your next grocery run!
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2023.06.03 14:02 Any_Yesterday_6936 Is it time for Destiny to turn up the heat on the Red Pill?

I’ll just be honest and admit that I don’t think this is a question, but I’ll leave it up to you and the D man himself to decide what to think.
Personally, after recent events, I think it’s time to go a little harder.
Sosnick thinks it’s appropriate to constantly talk shit about Melina on his show. Sure, maybe she talks a lot, but he brings her on because she’s the only woman who disagrees with all the red pill shit he and all his buddies spout. And that’s content. He knows this, that’s why he does it. Yet, he loves to chide her and put her in her place.
Truthfully, if you think about it, she plays almost the same role as Destiny when he’s on these shows. Yet, this guy respects Destiny and doesn’t say he talks too much and interrupts too much and just disagrees to be contrarian. These are things you say to a woman you want to dismiss because she’s a woman. But, she believes what she says and she can articulate why very well. So, dismissing what she says as just being contrarian is silly. And speaks to his view of women, their place and when they can disagree.
I think Destiny should call him out on this bullshit. I’m sure he’ll be diplomatic and understand it’s Sosnick’s show and she does actually interrupt a lot and she does go after too many points, but he needs to be put in check. He goes overboard and I think Destiny should step in and gently, but firmly let him know what he’s doing.
Now, Myron. I don’t remember Destiny specifically saying how he felt about Myron attacking Melina on her relationship with Destiny and using her story as an example for why women are treacherous and hypergamous. But, to me, it felt like he crossed a line. Idk if he crossed it so far that Destiny needs to cut ties or torpedo anything, but it clearly showed he has no respect for Melina and not nearly enough respect for Destiny and his relationship with Melina.
If I let my conspiracy brain take over, it could be that he wanted to transgress just enough that Destiny gets pissed and says some shit that will give Myron the out he needs to call Destiny a snake and put him in the same box as Aba. That way, his conscience is clear and he’s not being disloyal, he’s identifying a snake. It’s possible that the Aba situation is making Myron want to clean house and Melina is a tool to that end.
Maybe that’s true, maybe it isn’t. Either way, I think Destiny should use the pull he has, while he has it, to get on FnF again soon and not nuke the bridge, but lay down the law. Myron wants to shit on Destiny’s spouse in a contrived situation where he’s not there to say anything? Okay, let’s explore why everything you said is wrong and bullshit and stupid. Ether that man. Make him regret ever trying to overstep.
Again, I’m sure Destiny would do it in a way in which he’ll still be likable, but friends call each other out on their bullshit. And that’s what is needed here. In my opinion.
Let Myron know the Aba shit is between them. Destiny can be cool with everyone. He’s not gonna snake anybody without reason. But, he doesn’t have to agree with Myron or cut off friends in order to be a good friend to Myron. Myron can throw all the tantrums he wants, but that’s not how things work in the real world.
Things have gotten heated since the last time Destiny was on the show and Myron wants lines drawn and sides picked. I think Destiny should step in and reset the board. Myron doesn’t dictate what Destiny does and he sure as shit doesn’t have carte blanche to overstep with Melina and the relationship she has with Destiny.
Destiny has been nice. Maybe it’s time to be a little less nice.
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2023.06.03 14:00 kaceyyy17 How do you declined/get rid off someone who take no for an answer??

Hello! We just finished our first week of training. On fourth day, one of my colleague started making advances to me and insisting that we should walk together since I live near onsite. I opted to walk after my shift as a form of physical activity and that's the only time I can get expose to sunlight. At first, he offered it in which I find it weird since we're not that really close. We live in the same city and he reasoned out that he have two ways to get home and one of those route is almost the same as mine. I declined the offer bc he's a man and I don't know him personally other than we're wavemates. He did again the next day and I said that he's really making me uncomfortable. He said maybe in the future I could allow him to walk with me or magsabay pauwi. He even said once he got his motorbike he offered to take me home. How do you declined/get rid off someone who take no for an answer??
P.S while walking a while ago I was constantly looking at my back. I take different routes on my way home just in case he followed me :'(
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2023.06.03 13:59 StaplesAura Staying asleep. Any recommendations?

I have no problem falling asleep and getting the first 5-6 hours but if I want get a full 8 hours of sleep it’s near impossible. I’m wide awake and alert once I wake up and forcing myself back down for an extra 1 or 2 hours is impossible. Going to bed earlier wakes me up earlier. I’ve tried melatonin, fasting before bed, a warm shower, and going on long evening walks.
Any supplements that will help me get a deeper and longer sleep?
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2023.06.03 13:58 QuarterEuphoric6693 M43 F43 is my gf behaviour a red flag or should I just let it go?

Ive been dating this girl for nearly a year. A couple of months after we started dating it was her birthday I sent flowers to her workplace on her birthday as a nice surprise and took her for dinner a few days later where I presented her with a present that she had mentioned on her twitter feed that she liked.
My birthday was nearly 8 months later and we’d had some ups and downs but I’d gotten her a bag for Christmas and was always generous when we went out paying mostly for meals and drinks. Although we did split other means too.
I would also add that we had an argument about gestures whereby I was being taken to a very fancy restaurant for work. Few days before the dinner she kept sending me messages saying that it would be a good gesture if I took her along or had food sent over for her. I knew she was joking but she kept going on about it until I snapped and told her that gestures work both ways… she still didn’t get it and made a joke saying something like it’s thumb wars. I sent her a voice mail saying look I know you’re just joking but you literally went to Paris a month ago and didn’t bring me anything back despite me saying that I loved French wine. She bought the cheapest bottle she could find for 8-10 euros (her words) for us to share…
She apologised and we made up. But what made me upset was that she didn’t just get it and apologise she made it about her which she has done in the past. Prior to that she had messaged me saying that she’d watched a tv show about working in finance which is what I do. I sent her a funny video of me receiving an award and an old report I’d written to give her context about what I do given she was interested. She didn’t respond even just to say thanks I’ll take a look or whatever. Couple of days go by it was the weekend so I left it. Monday morning I sent her a message saying hello everything ok? She responded but didn’t mention my message regarding the video or report.
I sent her a voice message on WhatsApp telling her I was upset at her non response to my earlier message. She responded by saying that she’s rubbish at communication and emotion and apologising saying that she was waiting to come back regarding the video and report as she didn’t know what to say. This maybe should have been a red flag for my birthday…
So I was planning to go away for my birthday with friends but then didn’t and my gf asked if she could take me to dinner.
She was away the week before in Greece seeing her dad but we had agreed a date for my birthday diner not on the day itself but towards the end of that week.
Day of my birthday she texts me at noon all of my friends and family had texted or called earlier.. to say happy birthday can I book the restaurant now. I was a bit surprised she hadn’t done it earlier but ok.
Day of my Birthday we meet for dinner no card or present but she did pay for dinner. Couple of days later she’s like she would like to surprise me with some new lingerie and asked me what I liked. I’m like whatever you like but she insisted that I give her some options - sent her some and said should I get it for you? She was like yes. Few days later after discussing with some friends I asked why no card on my birthday.
She told me she didn’t think she had to as she was meeting me after my birthday and that she never does blow out dinners like this so I should be lucky. We been out for dinner before so didn’t get this…- subsequent arguments about this and fact I’ve brought her lingerie she finally mentioned that she doesn’t do gifts as she thinks their tokenistic but she does experiences instead. For me dinner on someone’s birthday is a low bar… she told me I should draw a line and she’d do better next time but thanked me for letting her know…
This is something I couldn’t get over and while she offered to return the lingerie we continued to have massive arguments where she finally told me I need to just draw a line under it…
I think my gf likes receiving stuff more than she likes giving them. Should I dump her or try again to explain why I’m hurt?
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2023.06.03 13:57 AmaranthRuh Pipeline. TW.

My story. No holding back on what happened
A friend Someone I could talk to all day to about Metal Gear One of two people I didn't hate at that school Someone keeping me from letting it all out and screaming at my teachers and classmates who all made me miserable. Someone I could be open to about my sexuality. About how I was the only gay person in my grade, in a school full of trumpies that all hated me
You invited me to sleep over Just as friends The tension was high I felt there were words you wanted to say By the next morning you let it loose Asked me if you wanted to go out So timid and nervous Gave me a necklace Rainbow obsidian, a fox My favorite animal With a little letter inside
First date not so good. Second, we were at your house again. First kiss. Lost my virginity. I loved you.
I told you about my home. About the abuse.physical.verbal.so often. I told you about my past. How I turned to awful people. About being groomed by adults for pictures. Starting age 12. Made me feel loved. Told him he made me feel genuinely cared for.
Summer. I was sick in my bed. You asked if you could come. Said no. I was sick. Biked over anyway. Dad let you in. He was working the lawn. Hurt too much to even turn over and look at you. Told you to go away. Said some lovey dovey shit. Don't remember. Sat on the bed and started pulling down my pants. Kicked at you. Got rougher. Forced yourself on me. Tried to fight back. Fell on the floor. Told you to stop. Kept trying. You spit and wiped it down there for the both of us. Stuck it in me. I cried and wailed. I stopped seeing you for a month. But we never broke up really
I started seeing you again in person Back to being my sweetheart At least for a while But hell was on preheat Spent as much time as I could from home Spent it with you in your room At night you started again This time I was silent Deer in headlights I was scared of your parents You would coo me at the end of each session Made me feel loved Made up for what you kept doing Even clean me up of shit and blood I wouldn't move from the bed the next day until the afternoon because I didn't want his parents seeing me limp and waddle. His caring fascade faded as the months went by. Even growled at me to shut up and stop moving one night while he was assaulting me
Didn't mention. He was a pedophile. Even if he was a month younger. Whispered me vile things while he did things to me. Treated me like how you would trying to calm a fussy baby. Sometimes if he couldn't finish in me he'd jack it to cp anime. Bought me little girls clothes to wear for sex.
Two years we were together. The first assault happened a few months in. Assaulted nearly every week.
Funny thing. I was supposed to go to one theater today But someone in our group forgot their id so we went to another theater He and his toy were the only other people at that showing I saw him He saw me They scrambled out of their seats and walked out as fast as they could I yelled at them Get the fuck out Friends were kinda shocked Funny How he's scared He should be And he should know running won't save him Today I'm going to involve the law.
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2023.06.03 13:57 Signal-Investment697 I’m mom suffocates me

By suffocates me I mean mentally and emotionally. I don’t know if I can refer to my mom as a narcissist but I can most definitely say she might be one…yesterday was my friends birthday and I wanted to sneak out to go but I didn’t have anyway of getting home cause I don’t trust Ubers. Today my mom left to go run errands so I decided to go get a cake for my friend and find out how last night went but my mom got home before me… she started calling my phone asking how I got there who I was with and how I paid for all of it. I honestly couldn’t tell her everything so I just told her I’m coming home to talk …I get home and she starts interrogating me and I just sat there as she told me to go live with my dad and that if I want to act like an adult then I can do whatever I want she also told me that all I do is go hang around with my friend in secret and that I make myself too available for men and that even the way I dress is for male validation …at this point she had already beat me up to get answers and nearly ripped off my piercings . I feel like I’m overreacting because other people go through worse with their parents but this really hurts.
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2023.06.03 13:57 Admirable_Ad_6977 My mother relaxed my hair without me knowing

So I (f16) am adopted from ethiopia by my white parents in the u.s. I have thick curly hair 3c-4a on a hair type chart. My parents and other siblings have straight thinner hair and my mother always did my hair for me. She would always brush my curls out when i was younger and just put them in a bun or two braids but never keep my hair curly. she only ever complimented my hair when it was straightened or wet so i knew from a young age that she didn’t like my natural hair. I recently found out how to properly take care of my hair and the right products to use and i now wear my hair curly so it’s super big and kind of an afro. My mother described it as “unkept” and “dirty looking” and kept trying to get me to straighten it. She started looking up ways to get my hair permanently straightened and she found a product called a relaxer which permanently straightens your hair with harsh chemicals and you can never get it back to its natural state without starting all over. I was very firmly against this idea but she kept pushing it. But one week she starting weirdly being very supportive of my decision to wear my hair natural and she bought me a bunch of products. One of them being a leave-conditionehair mask. I think you can tell where this is going. I didn’t suspect her of anything and i thought she finally read all those pro-natural hair articles i had been sending her and was finally coming around. The container was already opened but that’s because she had already used some on herself and she said that she really liked and offered to apply it on my hair for me. so i let her do it and after a couple minutes i felt a burning sensation and i told her and she just said “that’s how you know it’s working”. after a couple more minutes i went to wash out my hair and it came out of my hair but left me with a stringy mess that was nowhere near what i had before she applied the mask. I started bawling and she kept telling me that she warned me and that if i had just taken care of my hair she wouldn’t have had to do this. she kept telling me it looks better this way but i know it doesn’t. I haven’t spoken to her in days now and i don’t know what to do. i don’t know what i can do to fix my hair apart from chopping it all off.
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2023.06.03 13:56 Admirable_Ad_6977 My mother relaxed my hair without me knowing

So I (f16) am adopted from ethiopia by my white parents in the u.s. I have thick curly hair 3c-4a on a hair type chart. My parents and other siblings have straight thinner hair and my mother always did my hair for me. She would always brush my curls out when i was younger and just put them in a bun or two braids but never keep my hair curly. she only ever complimented my hair when it was straightened or wet so i knew from a young age that she didn’t like my natural hair. I recently found out how to properly take care of my hair and the right products to use and i now wear my hair curly so it’s super big and kind of an afro. My mother described it as “unkept” and “dirty looking” and kept trying to get me to straighten it. She started looking up ways to get my hair permanently straightened and she found a product called a relaxer which permanently straightens your hair with harsh chemicals and you can never get it back to its natural state without starting all over. I was very firmly against this idea but she kept pushing it. But one week she starting weirdly being very supportive of my decision to wear my hair natural and she bought me a bunch of products. One of them being a leave-conditionehair mask. I think you can tell where this is going. I didn’t suspect her of anything and i thought she finally read all those pro-natural hair articles i had been sending her and was finally coming around. The container was already opened but that’s because she had already used some on herself and she said that she really liked and offered to apply it on my hair for me. so i let her do it and after a couple minutes i felt a burning sensation and i told her and she just said “that’s how you know it’s working”. after a couple more minutes i went to wash out my hair and it came out of my hair but left me with a stringy mess that was nowhere near what i had before she applied the mask. I started bawling and she kept telling me that she warned me and that if i had just taken care of my hair she wouldn’t have had to do this. she kept telling me it looks better this way but i know it doesn’t. I haven’t spoken to her in days now and i don’t know what to do. i don’t know what i can do to fix my hair apart from chopping it all off.
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2023.06.03 13:56 callmeyourmajesty Couple considering moving to Nottingham - any tips appreciated

Hi!
We're considering moving elsewhere for a change and Nottingham has been recommended by a group of friends. Though I'm really stuck on where to live, I haven't visited just yet, I'm planning on coming for a week to Nottingham in the Summer.
Just for context, I'm mid 30's and my partner is mid 20's. I'm working from home and my partner will most likely be working in some sort of office. I drive but my partner doesn't, so being bang in the center of the city isn't vital but being near public transport links would be great. We tend to enjoy staying within walking distance from the more central areas or public transport routes that take less than 20 minutes to reach central. Can anyone suggest areas that may suit me best during my visit?
We have a budget of around 1500/month, may want to buy if things go well after the first year. Our budget to buy would be up to £600,000-ish.
What are the areas I should avoid looking in? Antisocial, unsafe.
Is there anywhere a bit further out I should consider looking at?
Any tips for areas to visit for a coffee & walk around to get a general vibe of the area?
For context, we're moving up from Brighton and things we value from here close to where we stay are:
Being within walking distance of a good gym health club or a good sized park for running/run routes.
Tennis club that has indoor facilities if possible (I know Notts Indoor Tennis is meant to be amazing, but anywhere else that would be worth joining or checking out?)
Bookable 3G Football Pitches so I can get involved with some sports. (Astrokings, etc)
Easy access to outdoor spaces/parks that aren't swarmed by small children.
Walk able area with cafes/restaurants/convenience stores without being overly crowded.
I have had a look at similar previous posts on the sub and it seems the following areas might fit us well: West Bridgford, Beeston, Chilwell and Wollaton.
Sorry for the long post, tried to include as many relevant things as possible, thanks!
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2023.06.03 13:55 Admirable_Ad_6977 My mother relaxed my hair without me knowing

Not sure if this is the right place but oh well. So I (f16) am adopted from ethiopia by my white parents in the u.s. I have thick curly hair 3c-4a on a hair type chart. My parents and other siblings have straight thinner hair and my mother always did my hair for me. She would always brush my curls out when i was younger and just put them in a bun or two braids but never keep my hair curly. she only ever complimented my hair when it was straightened or wet so i knew from a young age that she didn’t like my natural hair. I recently found out how to properly take care of my hair and the right products to use and i now wear my hair curly so it’s super big and kind of an afro. My mother described it as “unkept” and “dirty looking” and kept trying to get me to straighten it. She started looking up ways to get my hair permanently straightened and she found a product called a relaxer which permanently straightens your hair with harsh chemicals and you can never get it back to its natural state without starting all over. I was very firmly against this idea but she kept pushing it. But one week she starting weirdly being very supportive of my decision to wear my hair natural and she bought me a bunch of products. One of them being a leave-conditionehair mask. I think you can tell where this is going. I didn’t suspect her of anything and i thought she finally read all those pro-natural hair articles i had been sending her and was finally coming around. The container was already opened but that’s because she had already used some on herself and she said that she really liked and offered to apply it on my hair for me. so i let her do it and after a couple minutes i felt a burning sensation and i told her and she just said “that’s how you know it’s working”. after a couple more minutes i went to wash out my hair and it came out of my hair but left me with a stringy mess that was nowhere near what i had before she applied the mask. I started bawling and she kept telling me that she warned me and that if i had just taken care of my hair she wouldn’t have had to do this. she kept telling me it looks better this way but i know it doesn’t. I haven’t spoken to her in days now and i don’t know what to do. i don’t know what i can do to fix my hair apart from chopping it all off.
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2023.06.03 13:55 100Kinthebank Port forwarding questions and any links for ways to protect Synology?

I have read a number of posts here about making sure the Synology is protected from bots, etc and I think I have done most things other than reverse proxies which are beyond my copy/paste skills. Would really appreciate if anyone could let me know if what I have now is sufficient for real-world use or if I'm missing something and, in that case, can point me to a simple to follow guide.
Network: FIOS - Firewalla Purple - Eero 6 pro. The Purple has two port forwarding rules - both to the Synology. One is 32400 for Plex; other is 8089 for Channels DVR. We access both on the home/internal network via AppleTVs predominately. Plex is shared with family members as well. Channels only with one tech savvy friend and have enabled Wireguard on the Purple which he uses to access Channels.
Synology DS918+ has the Firewall enabled with rules allowing ports 32400 and 8089 from any source IP in the US. All ports are open to internal network (192.168.1.1 with range) and to my friend's home IP who accesses Channels as above.
The Firewalla has auto blocked multiple TLS Heartbleed attacks from an IP that it says is near San Jose area (147.182.225.86 ). Firewalla also warns about the Synology scanning ports on the Firewalla
That's all I can think to share.
I guess some questions I have are:
  1. I believe I need to continue to port forward 8089 and 32400 so that the network knows to access Plex and Channels from the Synology - right? Should I remove the Synology's firewall rule allowing 8089 and 32400 from the US and change it to the home IPs of my 2 other family users?
  2. If I'm already using Wireguard to access my Firewalla (and rest of my network) from outside the home, do I need to bother with a reverse proxy for the Synology itself?
Thanks!
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2023.06.03 13:54 dagreatw0lf Helpp

So its kind of a stupid story, for the past couple of days I started going to a coffee house near me and there was a semi-perfect girl i saw her for three days there and there was a lot of eye contact and she is so cute, I didn’t talk to her I kept waiting for a situation where we run into each other and it never happened and today she didn’t come so I think i will never see her again and i just keep thinking about it this is literally the first time i feel something since I broke up with my ex I just want some advice if i saw her again and some advices in general so this mistake doesn’t happen again, i just dont like to look weird I have a great social skills but whenever feelings are involved i feel like i am awkward and i am forcing sth or she is never interested i desperately need to fix this problem, and thanks in advance.
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