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2023.06.04 00:10 Starpluck_ What does Spravato feel like? Is it psychedelic?
I only did Ketamine infusions. Ketamine infusions did not alleviate my depression but made things trippy and was a strong psychedelic.
Are they equally trippy and psychedelic on Spravato? How does it feel?
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Are they equally trippy and psychedelic on Spravato? How does it feel?
2023.06.04 00:10 Ceezyr An Investigation of Random Bullet Spread
I posted this to /truetf2 as well but could not cross post.
I've been sitting on this for a little while now and I've hit the point where any questions I have about it I can't fully answer on my own. To make a long story short for a while I've wanted to simulate random bullet spread in this game to figure out how much of a difference it makes. Doing that in TF2 would be slow and have a ton of errors but if I could figure out how to simulate it externally, that would allow me to create extremely large amounts of data and test a lot of scenarios. The problem is I didn't understand how random bullet spread works, specifically what makes it random.
How does random spread work?
To figure that out first I looked at the code. Searching about this topic always lead me back to the same /truetf2 thread and this comment which links to TF2-Base and has this chunk of code:
Every tf2 weapon has a ctx file that holds variables about it and the shotgun has four, one for each class and they are basically identical. In each of those there is a variable named Spread with a value of 0.0675. That's far too small to be degrees but for radians it seems about right and implies that the random pellets from a shotgun can take a maximum angle of 0.0675 radians from center in x and y.
All of this would be relatively simple to simulate but I couldn't find hard numbers on the fixed spread pattern and wasn't sure the values even meant what I thought they did. TF2-Base as far as I'm aware isn't the actual code as well, so maybe whatever Valve has internally is different. So I decided to test it.
Experiment setup
I created a map that contained a single room with one wall textured with the solid blue dev texture. The bullet decals were all replaced with a small gradient so they were identical and easier to see compared to the default. On accident I also discovered that setting decals to 9 removes the single perfectly accurate shot, which is lucky because it simplified processing later.
To run the test I selected engineer and bound a single key that would shoot and call impulse 101 to reload. A python script would automatically send a keypress, wait for the recoil to settle, then take a screenshot (which was also cropped to just a small region the bullets could land in). I let this run for a couple hours and generated about 3,800 screenshots. I could have also toyed with the host timescale to speed up this process but I was worried it could possibly have other effects that might invalidate all of this.
Data Processing
Making the wall solid blue made processing the data very simple. At first I intended to make the decal red, but alpha weirdness I don't understand made them black. That meant all I had to do was select the blue channel and then invert the image so that all the decals went to the max value and the wall texture went to zero. This was passed to a function that can find local maxima and it would return the location of each pellet. I had also taken a single screenshot of the fixed spread pattern and another where I used the measure texture. These gave me a perfect center and a conversion to hammer units from pixels. From this data I converted back until I could determine the angles in x and y. Some shots did overlap and were lost but they shouldn't dramatically effect the end result.
An example of the screenshot, with the processed version next to it, and all of the bullet decals automatically is below.
https://i.redd.it/z3r2wcfmt83b1.png
Results
As expected, the maximum magnitude for the angles was about 0.065. Getting exactly 0.0675 would be unexpected because it is the least common value and there is going to be some error. A histogram below shows all of the angles I found:
https://i.redd.it/zwa01nqnu83b1.png
Unexpected Findings
This is where things started to get weird. I had created a scatter plot of each shot and after a while realized it didn't have enough points.
https://i.redd.it/u8utncwpv83b1.png
3,800 shots times 9 (with some losses) should be over 30,000 individual points easily. There should be overlap in the middle where they are closer to max probability but even then the center should be nearly colored in. As it turns out a lot pellets were landing in the same spots. Even stranger is that I was getting exactly repeated shots. The example shot from the first image occurred 23 times. I didn't test for any symmetries so it's possible those also occurred.
I've come up with a few theories on what is going on:
The other reason for sharing is if it does turn out to be issue 2 or 1, that could imply other effects that I haven't tested. These things are unlikely to be noticed in game, but if we for example knew shotguns with random spread almost always put more pellets to the left of the crosshair that may be significant. Or it's option 4 and I can't find the problem on my own.
Below is a google drive folder that contains basically everything I used and another write up I need to edit. There are a lot of pictures you can view and a zip of them to download. There's also a spreadsheet containing all the shot locations that gives slightly different min and max values, probably due to differences in float precision and tangent calculations compared to how I actually did the analysis.
https://drive.google.com/drive1/folders/1vFadC98NJKTdTYBPiJVP2uDY7OOtt7_5
TLDR
I tested the random bullet spread in TF2. If I'm right random pellets can be a maximum of about 3.9 degrees off from a straight line down the crosshair. There was some weird stuff that could be a mistake that makes this all pointless, but it might be nothing or it might imply this game is even more broken than most of us assumed. If there are any source engine wizards out there I would love to get some feedback on what they think is going on.
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I've been sitting on this for a little while now and I've hit the point where any questions I have about it I can't fully answer on my own. To make a long story short for a while I've wanted to simulate random bullet spread in this game to figure out how much of a difference it makes. Doing that in TF2 would be slow and have a ton of errors but if I could figure out how to simulate it externally, that would allow me to create extremely large amounts of data and test a lot of scenarios. The problem is I didn't understand how random bullet spread works, specifically what makes it random.
How does random spread work?
To figure that out first I looked at the code. Searching about this topic always lead me back to the same /truetf2 thread and this comment which links to TF2-Base and has this chunk of code:
// Get circular gaussian spread. float x, y; x = RandomFloat( -0.5, 0.5 ) + RandomFloat( -0.5, 0.5 ); y = RandomFloat( -0.5, 0.5 ) + RandomFloat( -0.5, 0.5 );This seemed useful because it at least implies they are handling the angles in x and y rather than using some other coordinates but it also raised some questions. If I assumed the function RandomFloat was gaussian, why are two calls being added together? I also wasn't sure if the arguments passed were limits being placed on it or something else. Digging further I got to this file with another relevant code block.
//----------------------------------------------------------------------------- // A couple of convenience functions to access the library's global uniform stream //----------------------------------------------------------------------------- VSTDLIB_INTERFACE void RandomSeed( int iSeed ); VSTDLIB_INTERFACE float RandomFloat( float flMinVal = 0.0f, float flMaxVal = 1.0f ); VSTDLIB_INTERFACE float RandomFloatExp( float flMinVal = 0.0f, float flMaxVal = 1.0f, float flExponent = 1.0f ); VSTDLIB_INTERFACE int RandomInt( int iMinVal, int iMaxVal ); VSTDLIB_INTERFACE float RandomGaussianFloat( float flMean = 0.0f, float flStdDev = 1.0f );Those two calls are to the uniform random variable function, not the gaussian function. From a quick google search I did find that this is a way to approximate gaussian distributions but with only two it should like basically like a triangle instead of a smooth gaussian. There are a few reasons I could think of why they did it this way but the important thing is they return values between -1 and 1, which implies the variables scale some other value.
Every tf2 weapon has a ctx file that holds variables about it and the shotgun has four, one for each class and they are basically identical. In each of those there is a variable named Spread with a value of 0.0675. That's far too small to be degrees but for radians it seems about right and implies that the random pellets from a shotgun can take a maximum angle of 0.0675 radians from center in x and y.
All of this would be relatively simple to simulate but I couldn't find hard numbers on the fixed spread pattern and wasn't sure the values even meant what I thought they did. TF2-Base as far as I'm aware isn't the actual code as well, so maybe whatever Valve has internally is different. So I decided to test it.
Experiment setup
I created a map that contained a single room with one wall textured with the solid blue dev texture. The bullet decals were all replaced with a small gradient so they were identical and easier to see compared to the default. On accident I also discovered that setting decals to 9 removes the single perfectly accurate shot, which is lucky because it simplified processing later.
To run the test I selected engineer and bound a single key that would shoot and call impulse 101 to reload. A python script would automatically send a keypress, wait for the recoil to settle, then take a screenshot (which was also cropped to just a small region the bullets could land in). I let this run for a couple hours and generated about 3,800 screenshots. I could have also toyed with the host timescale to speed up this process but I was worried it could possibly have other effects that might invalidate all of this.
Data Processing
Making the wall solid blue made processing the data very simple. At first I intended to make the decal red, but alpha weirdness I don't understand made them black. That meant all I had to do was select the blue channel and then invert the image so that all the decals went to the max value and the wall texture went to zero. This was passed to a function that can find local maxima and it would return the location of each pellet. I had also taken a single screenshot of the fixed spread pattern and another where I used the measure texture. These gave me a perfect center and a conversion to hammer units from pixels. From this data I converted back until I could determine the angles in x and y. Some shots did overlap and were lost but they shouldn't dramatically effect the end result.
An example of the screenshot, with the processed version next to it, and all of the bullet decals automatically is below.
https://i.redd.it/z3r2wcfmt83b1.png
Results
As expected, the maximum magnitude for the angles was about 0.065. Getting exactly 0.0675 would be unexpected because it is the least common value and there is going to be some error. A histogram below shows all of the angles I found:
https://i.redd.it/zwa01nqnu83b1.png
Unexpected Findings
This is where things started to get weird. I had created a scatter plot of each shot and after a while realized it didn't have enough points.
https://i.redd.it/u8utncwpv83b1.png
3,800 shots times 9 (with some losses) should be over 30,000 individual points easily. There should be overlap in the middle where they are closer to max probability but even then the center should be nearly colored in. As it turns out a lot pellets were landing in the same spots. Even stranger is that I was getting exactly repeated shots. The example shot from the first image occurred 23 times. I didn't test for any symmetries so it's possible those also occurred.
I've come up with a few theories on what is going on:
- TF2 is using a table based random number generator. This is how Doom handled random numbers, at least partially for demo compatibility and it did have effects in game. Some weapons couldn't deal the maximum damage the gamecode implied elsewhere but can in sourceports that change how this work. Of the theories this one is the least likely, but it's not impossible.
- The RNG used is bad. There are a bunch of ways to create bad RNG but unless it was a mistake I can't think of a reason why they would stick with it. A good RNG shouldn't have significantly more performance overhead.
- New seeds are frequently generated from player input. Of the options this seems the most likely because if it is the case I created the worst possible scenario. There is only one player input occurring and since it is automated it should be almost exactly the same. There isn't mouse input that should be a good source for seeding, no real inconsistency in key press time, and there is nothing else that should be calling the RNG to help advance it. The other related possibility is that maybe calling impulse 101 or any of the other tweaks I made are causing an issue.
- I screwed up in some other way I haven't thought of. This one I view as the second most likely explanation.
The other reason for sharing is if it does turn out to be issue 2 or 1, that could imply other effects that I haven't tested. These things are unlikely to be noticed in game, but if we for example knew shotguns with random spread almost always put more pellets to the left of the crosshair that may be significant. Or it's option 4 and I can't find the problem on my own.
Below is a google drive folder that contains basically everything I used and another write up I need to edit. There are a lot of pictures you can view and a zip of them to download. There's also a spreadsheet containing all the shot locations that gives slightly different min and max values, probably due to differences in float precision and tangent calculations compared to how I actually did the analysis.
https://drive.google.com/drive1/folders/1vFadC98NJKTdTYBPiJVP2uDY7OOtt7_5
TLDR
I tested the random bullet spread in TF2. If I'm right random pellets can be a maximum of about 3.9 degrees off from a straight line down the crosshair. There was some weird stuff that could be a mistake that makes this all pointless, but it might be nothing or it might imply this game is even more broken than most of us assumed. If there are any source engine wizards out there I would love to get some feedback on what they think is going on.
2023.06.04 00:09 angels_exist_666 meirl
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2023.06.04 00:09 running4cover Joseph Smith translated scriptures and received revelations for himself and others before he had the priesthood. If Joseph was able to perform all of these important tasks without the priesthood, how does the LDS Church justify the need for keys and authority today?
Some timeline Highlights:
September 1827 - Receives Gold Plates.
December 1827 - Moves to Harmony, begins translation of Gold Plates using rock in the hat.
April - June 1828 - Martin Harris helps as scribe.
June 1828 - 116 pages are lost.
July 1828 - Receives D&C Revelation section 3. Section 3
(Receives at least 15 revelation before receiving Melchizedek Priesthood). D&C Chronology
September 1828 - Starts to translate again.
April 5, 1829 - Oliver Cowdery arrived to help translate.
May 15, 1829 - Aaronic Priesthood given by John the Baptist.
Note: by May 15th Smith and Cowdery had translated Mosiah, Alma, Helaman and most of 3rd Nephi. Interestingly it was during this time that Smith translated the portion of the Book of Mormon where Alma is filled with the spirit and starts baptizing, without ever having the laying on of hands. Alma 18
June 1829 - Melchizedek Priesthood restored by Peter, James and John
Summary: In a church that is so very strict about having the authority and keys to perform duties, it is clear that Joseph didn't believe that at the time.
How does the church explain how Joseph Smith was able to receive multiple revelations and translate the majority of the Book of Mormon before receiving the Aaronic or Melchizedek Priesthoods in May / June of 1829?
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September 1827 - Receives Gold Plates.
December 1827 - Moves to Harmony, begins translation of Gold Plates using rock in the hat.
April - June 1828 - Martin Harris helps as scribe.
June 1828 - 116 pages are lost.
July 1828 - Receives D&C Revelation section 3. Section 3
(Receives at least 15 revelation before receiving Melchizedek Priesthood). D&C Chronology
September 1828 - Starts to translate again.
April 5, 1829 - Oliver Cowdery arrived to help translate.
May 15, 1829 - Aaronic Priesthood given by John the Baptist.
Note: by May 15th Smith and Cowdery had translated Mosiah, Alma, Helaman and most of 3rd Nephi. Interestingly it was during this time that Smith translated the portion of the Book of Mormon where Alma is filled with the spirit and starts baptizing, without ever having the laying on of hands. Alma 18
June 1829 - Melchizedek Priesthood restored by Peter, James and John
Summary: In a church that is so very strict about having the authority and keys to perform duties, it is clear that Joseph didn't believe that at the time.
How does the church explain how Joseph Smith was able to receive multiple revelations and translate the majority of the Book of Mormon before receiving the Aaronic or Melchizedek Priesthoods in May / June of 1829?
2023.06.04 00:09 AlanShore60607 Star Trek V: The Final Frontier
I've been kicking around some thoughts. Ever since the new Star Trek: Strange New Worlds made it clear that Spock's brother Sybok was going to be a relevant and potentially important, I was wondering what a good version of The Final Frontier would have looked like.
Of course, it would have to trash the God angle. Like Kirk said ... What does God want with a starship? But there's quite a bit worth keeping in a different context.
But Sybok, as a secret half brother, is an interesting idea.
And, quite frankly, the Romulans never really got their due in the movies.
So, it would have been a story about terrorism, with Sybok as a radicalized Vulcan ... a concept we saw in many other versions of Trek ... making common cause with the Romulans.
And, of course, the Enterprise would have to be involved.
Probably start with an attack on Vulcan, upon the Federation embassy, and the primary demands of the terrorists would be Vulcan's secession from the federation and unification with the Romulan Star Empire. And a hostage situation ensues.
The Enterprise is assigned, despite Kirk's protestations that they are not a tactical response unit, because of Spock's skill as a diplomat and his interest in Romulan/Vulcan reunification, but under opposite terms, so a sympathetic listener.
But when Spock takes a shuttle down (transporter scramblers, obviously) to find his half-brother Sybok as the leader of the negotiations for the terrorists, Spock is overpowered and, via a mind-meld from his stronger, full-Vulcan older brother, is made to see the logic of bringing Vulcan to the Romulans rather than de-militarizing a whole empire to bring them closer to Vulcan.
This turns the whole thing into a chess game between Kirk and Spock. Two minds, one brilliantly tactical, the other imminently logical but somewhat impaired ... in what has now shifted from a negotiation to a tactical situation to free the hostages and take down the terrorists.
With Sulu and Chehkov, Kirk leads an assault on the embassy, only to find that, like Spock, all the Vulcans there have all been converted to Sybok's reunification, and the Enterprise is their ticket to the Romulan Empire (much like how in the 1950s and 60s, airplanes were hijacked to Cuba simply as a means of transport)
With the rest of the command crew in the brig, Spock takes command of the ship, purges the majority of the crew down to Vulcan, and takes them into the Neutral Zone on a direct course for Romulus ... in violation of treaty. An act of war.
The Enterprise is surrounded, but Spock orders the shields down and a full surrender to the Romulans, and broadcasts a message of defection to them. 150 Vulcans, ready to defect to the Romulan empire, bringing the Enterprise as a token of good will, so long as they will repatriate the command crew to the Federation.
Imprisoned on Romulus, Kirk, McCoy, & the rest of the crew are waiting ... when suddenly, a familiar face appears and unlocks the cell door. Lt. Savvik, who has been working a deep cover operation on Romulus, has decided that it would be logical to go against orders and free the crew of the Enterprise, especially since Spock knows of her presence on Romulus and could betray her at any moment.
Which it appears he does. Spock steps out of the shadows ... and hands over his phaser. He reveals that, when Sybok melded with him, he saw how truly radicalized his brother and acolytes were ... and that there was no place for them on Vulcan. That the only logical course of action was to accede to their demands and bring them to Romulus, and then, with the anticipated help of Lt. Savvik, make their escape.
While they quickly make their escape via shuttle, they soon realize that their biggest problem will be to retake the Enterprise, which is being occupied by Romulan intelligence, who are, as of yet, unable to break the encryption. Spock signals that he is coming aboard to assist them in unlocking the systems, which gives the team a window of opportunity to get aboard with the element of surprise. Breaking into 3 teams, Sulu protects Scotty to retake engineering, Uhura and Chekov head to a transporter room to secure it from reinforcements and prepare to beam people out, while Kirk, Spock, and McCoy retake the bridge. Give Sulu an opportunity to play with a sword again, have Uhura take out 3 Romulans in quick succession before Chekov can get off a shot, shocking him into saying "I never knew you could do that" to which she responds "you never asked". A relatively brief struggle on the bridge, where Sybok is with the Romulan analysts. As Kirk and McCoy fight for control of the bridge, Spock again melds with Sybok, to try to save his brother ... but when Spock realizes that his brother is beyond saving ... McCoy doses him with a hypospray, knocking Sybok out and severing the connection.
They beam the Romulans off the ship and run home.
I know it's not that hard to be better than what they actually made, but what do you think?
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Of course, it would have to trash the God angle. Like Kirk said ... What does God want with a starship? But there's quite a bit worth keeping in a different context.
But Sybok, as a secret half brother, is an interesting idea.
And, quite frankly, the Romulans never really got their due in the movies.
So, it would have been a story about terrorism, with Sybok as a radicalized Vulcan ... a concept we saw in many other versions of Trek ... making common cause with the Romulans.
And, of course, the Enterprise would have to be involved.
Probably start with an attack on Vulcan, upon the Federation embassy, and the primary demands of the terrorists would be Vulcan's secession from the federation and unification with the Romulan Star Empire. And a hostage situation ensues.
The Enterprise is assigned, despite Kirk's protestations that they are not a tactical response unit, because of Spock's skill as a diplomat and his interest in Romulan/Vulcan reunification, but under opposite terms, so a sympathetic listener.
But when Spock takes a shuttle down (transporter scramblers, obviously) to find his half-brother Sybok as the leader of the negotiations for the terrorists, Spock is overpowered and, via a mind-meld from his stronger, full-Vulcan older brother, is made to see the logic of bringing Vulcan to the Romulans rather than de-militarizing a whole empire to bring them closer to Vulcan.
This turns the whole thing into a chess game between Kirk and Spock. Two minds, one brilliantly tactical, the other imminently logical but somewhat impaired ... in what has now shifted from a negotiation to a tactical situation to free the hostages and take down the terrorists.
With Sulu and Chehkov, Kirk leads an assault on the embassy, only to find that, like Spock, all the Vulcans there have all been converted to Sybok's reunification, and the Enterprise is their ticket to the Romulan Empire (much like how in the 1950s and 60s, airplanes were hijacked to Cuba simply as a means of transport)
With the rest of the command crew in the brig, Spock takes command of the ship, purges the majority of the crew down to Vulcan, and takes them into the Neutral Zone on a direct course for Romulus ... in violation of treaty. An act of war.
The Enterprise is surrounded, but Spock orders the shields down and a full surrender to the Romulans, and broadcasts a message of defection to them. 150 Vulcans, ready to defect to the Romulan empire, bringing the Enterprise as a token of good will, so long as they will repatriate the command crew to the Federation.
Imprisoned on Romulus, Kirk, McCoy, & the rest of the crew are waiting ... when suddenly, a familiar face appears and unlocks the cell door. Lt. Savvik, who has been working a deep cover operation on Romulus, has decided that it would be logical to go against orders and free the crew of the Enterprise, especially since Spock knows of her presence on Romulus and could betray her at any moment.
Which it appears he does. Spock steps out of the shadows ... and hands over his phaser. He reveals that, when Sybok melded with him, he saw how truly radicalized his brother and acolytes were ... and that there was no place for them on Vulcan. That the only logical course of action was to accede to their demands and bring them to Romulus, and then, with the anticipated help of Lt. Savvik, make their escape.
While they quickly make their escape via shuttle, they soon realize that their biggest problem will be to retake the Enterprise, which is being occupied by Romulan intelligence, who are, as of yet, unable to break the encryption. Spock signals that he is coming aboard to assist them in unlocking the systems, which gives the team a window of opportunity to get aboard with the element of surprise. Breaking into 3 teams, Sulu protects Scotty to retake engineering, Uhura and Chekov head to a transporter room to secure it from reinforcements and prepare to beam people out, while Kirk, Spock, and McCoy retake the bridge. Give Sulu an opportunity to play with a sword again, have Uhura take out 3 Romulans in quick succession before Chekov can get off a shot, shocking him into saying "I never knew you could do that" to which she responds "you never asked". A relatively brief struggle on the bridge, where Sybok is with the Romulan analysts. As Kirk and McCoy fight for control of the bridge, Spock again melds with Sybok, to try to save his brother ... but when Spock realizes that his brother is beyond saving ... McCoy doses him with a hypospray, knocking Sybok out and severing the connection.
They beam the Romulans off the ship and run home.
I know it's not that hard to be better than what they actually made, but what do you think?
2023.06.04 00:09 NekPacMan I (21M) lost someone I love (21F) in a very strange way, how can I trust someone else?
Hello, I'm a Male (21), currently in college. I have been an introverted kind of guy since the beginning. In my school, I rejected a girl who I used to like in the first place because I was not in a state of relationship. In college, after the lockdown went off, I again rejected a girl I met online. But then, I met someone, she is my classmate (21F). I met her on February 28th, 2022, I met her when a then-friend of mine took me to see some people, and she was with them. Gradually, I became a part of their group. And we did a lot of fun, except, she always used to stay away from the majority of fun activities. At the end of the semester, before the summer break, we went on a group trip, where I catch feelings for her, and I thought she does too. During the summer break, we barely talked because first, we were both introverts and second, I had some family emergency. After the summer break, our group which was of 8 people, got sub-divided. Me, she, and one other person got together. Other people in the group used to tell me that I'm breaking the group, but I tried but things were just so smooth. Then, that 3rd person went on to find his own venture, and so, only me and her remained. At this point, people started to think that I like her, but even I was not sure.
Eventually, everything was just perfect between me and her. Everything. We became the bestest of the best friends, we used to spend time together all day and talk on calls all night. One thing I forgot to tell you, our college is in her hometown. So she used to show things about the city.
During this, our group completely broke out because of so many conflicts, I not giving them proper time was one of the reasons, they used to blame her, and for that, I decided to leave them. She told me to stay, but I never told her about what they said, so it was hard convening her to stay. Look, I thought that we were in a situation ship. I used to help her with her sister's assignments, and I loved doing them. She used to share everything with me.
After my winter break started, I left after one day, because we planned to go to the city, it got late, so I thought I should leave her at her home, the date was December 27th, when I reached her home, her mother grabbed me and told me that I can't leave without dinner, and her father talked incredibly nice to me. That was the best day of my life. Then I left for my hometown on the summer break.
At the new year, we promised each other to always stay in our life.
I came back for the new semester, and we were going well, but then, I started to feel I might lose her, and so on February 18th, 2023, we were just talking and I just somehow told her that “I think that I'm starting to like you..”, she left, in the evening, she texted me that there is a boy who likes her and whom she likes too. And well, I was shattered, how can I never know about that person, when she spent all her time with me? Then, eventually, I tried to move on, but we still remained best friends because of the promise of the new year. There was a fest in our college, we went there together, and god, trust me, she was looking so good, someone worth a broken heart, I thought that day. In March and April, many bad things happen, I felt her drift away from me, but we stuck together. I felt so powerless then, I knew I loved her, but I had to pretend that I don't. In May, during the semester's end examination, I got stuck in a road accident, and I only told her, she immediately gave the phone to her mother, and I talked with her mom for so long, she was really nice. Her mom even sent stuff for pain relief, she sent me homemade food and all. Now came the last day of the semester, and I gave her a letter, in which I told her that I love her, and that will she be with me. I did this because I still don't know about that boy, he never appeared, no trace of him on her phone and laptop. So I thought, maybe I should ask her out one last time. I knew she will say no and it will be the end of our story. She did, she told me how can I even ask her out knowing full well that she loves someone else. That day (May 25th), at night, I told her to talk to me one last time, she said no, so I just called her, but her phone was busy for the first time. Her call came after 2 hours, and she told me that it was him. That night, she told me to still be friends and that nothing is changed. I told her that's what she said after February, and she still drifted away, and she said she did that so that I lose my feelings. The next day I came back to my hometown. She sent back all the money I spent on her during our time. Now, till then, we just had some dry conversations, that too about work and study. That too over texts or minute-long phone calls.
The thing is, in the last one year, I lost everything, I lost friends because of her, and now I lost her. I even miss our friendship, I miss everything. I hope she would have told me that she loves someone before I fell for her. I wish I would have been the one.
So now, what should I do now? Because now I'm starting to think that I will never find someone, someone like her. Because I like no one else whatsoever. I really thought that she loved me, after everything she did for me, after everything we did together. From now on, how can I trust someone else? That she won't do the same to me?
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Eventually, everything was just perfect between me and her. Everything. We became the bestest of the best friends, we used to spend time together all day and talk on calls all night. One thing I forgot to tell you, our college is in her hometown. So she used to show things about the city.
During this, our group completely broke out because of so many conflicts, I not giving them proper time was one of the reasons, they used to blame her, and for that, I decided to leave them. She told me to stay, but I never told her about what they said, so it was hard convening her to stay. Look, I thought that we were in a situation ship. I used to help her with her sister's assignments, and I loved doing them. She used to share everything with me.
After my winter break started, I left after one day, because we planned to go to the city, it got late, so I thought I should leave her at her home, the date was December 27th, when I reached her home, her mother grabbed me and told me that I can't leave without dinner, and her father talked incredibly nice to me. That was the best day of my life. Then I left for my hometown on the summer break.
At the new year, we promised each other to always stay in our life.
I came back for the new semester, and we were going well, but then, I started to feel I might lose her, and so on February 18th, 2023, we were just talking and I just somehow told her that “I think that I'm starting to like you..”, she left, in the evening, she texted me that there is a boy who likes her and whom she likes too. And well, I was shattered, how can I never know about that person, when she spent all her time with me? Then, eventually, I tried to move on, but we still remained best friends because of the promise of the new year. There was a fest in our college, we went there together, and god, trust me, she was looking so good, someone worth a broken heart, I thought that day. In March and April, many bad things happen, I felt her drift away from me, but we stuck together. I felt so powerless then, I knew I loved her, but I had to pretend that I don't. In May, during the semester's end examination, I got stuck in a road accident, and I only told her, she immediately gave the phone to her mother, and I talked with her mom for so long, she was really nice. Her mom even sent stuff for pain relief, she sent me homemade food and all. Now came the last day of the semester, and I gave her a letter, in which I told her that I love her, and that will she be with me. I did this because I still don't know about that boy, he never appeared, no trace of him on her phone and laptop. So I thought, maybe I should ask her out one last time. I knew she will say no and it will be the end of our story. She did, she told me how can I even ask her out knowing full well that she loves someone else. That day (May 25th), at night, I told her to talk to me one last time, she said no, so I just called her, but her phone was busy for the first time. Her call came after 2 hours, and she told me that it was him. That night, she told me to still be friends and that nothing is changed. I told her that's what she said after February, and she still drifted away, and she said she did that so that I lose my feelings. The next day I came back to my hometown. She sent back all the money I spent on her during our time. Now, till then, we just had some dry conversations, that too about work and study. That too over texts or minute-long phone calls.
The thing is, in the last one year, I lost everything, I lost friends because of her, and now I lost her. I even miss our friendship, I miss everything. I hope she would have told me that she loves someone before I fell for her. I wish I would have been the one.
So now, what should I do now? Because now I'm starting to think that I will never find someone, someone like her. Because I like no one else whatsoever. I really thought that she loved me, after everything she did for me, after everything we did together. From now on, how can I trust someone else? That she won't do the same to me?
2023.06.04 00:09 BoliPC Words of comfort for those worried about their loved ones Salvation
Everyday, I pray that everyone believes in Jesus Christ someday and for Salvation for every soul, in Jesus Christ's name. This is to say, to whomever is reading this, I pray for you, your family, and your friends every single day. I pray for you to accept and receive the only thing that really matters, if you haven't already.
I am not naive, I completely accept that this prayer may not pan out for everyone. I love God the same (which is with my everything) regardless of that fact. The truth is, I want it for them more than they want it for themselves, in many situations. I cannot accept the truth for them, just as no one was able to believe in Jesus Christ on my behalf.
The Bible is clear in that there will be a falling out, as my brother in Christ, Joe, explained to me, we are experiencing it now, look around. A vast majority of people will be blind and deaf to receiving the truth. You may ask, well why would God do that? Yeah, I used to question Him, I'm not telling you not too. I am telling you that I don't , or at least I try not too. I give in to Him completely with my everything, accepting He is in control, and that He knows better than me. He is Sovereign, and our willingness or lack thereof doesn't not change that truth.
God states He wants everyone to be saved, so my prayer is in accordance with His will, He doesn't say they will though. This tells me that, if my family and friends are not saved, the blood isn't on God's hands, it is on their own. Should this deter me from trying to spread the Gospel? No, because I don't know who will eventually accept Christ, and furthermore, I can't find a reality where I can give up on anyone. Christ tells me to forgive, so I do. If you have truly forgiven someone, and you love them (we should love everyone, we are all neighbors on earth) then why would I give up on them?
I know there is scripture stating to effectively brush the dust off your sandals and walk away from those unwilling to hear it. I try, for the most part, to not berate strangers with the Gospel after they've heard it from me. You might say, well they already know it, so your first attempt is possibly the hundredth attempt from others having tried. I hear you, but their is a very likely chance that their exposure to the Gospel was a tainted and hateful explanation by a self proclaimed Christian that in no way even tries to walk with Christ. I try and if they don't want to hear it, I proceed with speaking the Gospel through my actions so as to not drive them away.
So how do we live with the possible reality that our spouse, parents, children, extended family, and friends may make the personal choice to never accept Christ Jesus as their Savior? How do we reconcile that they choose hell, a hell that they clearly don't believe exists. How do we reconcile that they effectively are telling us we are a liar when we tell them that Jesus is the Truth, and we want nothing more for them than their Salvation?
We give it all to God. We trust God, with our entire heart, mind and soul, and all of our strength. We pray for them daily. We do not allow it to deter our daily pursuit of living a more Christ like life and sharing the Gospel, but we instead use it as fuel for the fire of the Holy Spirit within. For Him to shine so bright through us that one can't help but say, "I'll have what He is having please." Live in the presence of God every waking moment. Praise and rejoice in Him in everything you do. Allow His joy and peace into your heart. Leave the rest to the Lord. He does not disappoint.
And lastly, I remember that anyone in my life that knew Christ the way I know Him now, watched me for 36 years, and prayed and didn't give up on me either, no matter how discouraging it may have been. That they knew I was blinded to the truth, tricked by the adversary, and they tried to not take offense to me denying what they were telling me was true. They trusted God, and knew it would be on His time, not their own, if it were to happen. And even with the notion that it may never happen for me, they persisted with an abundance of grace as only found through Jesus Christ, the Son of God, our Lord and Savior, and an undying faith everlasting out of love for Him.
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I am not naive, I completely accept that this prayer may not pan out for everyone. I love God the same (which is with my everything) regardless of that fact. The truth is, I want it for them more than they want it for themselves, in many situations. I cannot accept the truth for them, just as no one was able to believe in Jesus Christ on my behalf.
The Bible is clear in that there will be a falling out, as my brother in Christ, Joe, explained to me, we are experiencing it now, look around. A vast majority of people will be blind and deaf to receiving the truth. You may ask, well why would God do that? Yeah, I used to question Him, I'm not telling you not too. I am telling you that I don't , or at least I try not too. I give in to Him completely with my everything, accepting He is in control, and that He knows better than me. He is Sovereign, and our willingness or lack thereof doesn't not change that truth.
God states He wants everyone to be saved, so my prayer is in accordance with His will, He doesn't say they will though. This tells me that, if my family and friends are not saved, the blood isn't on God's hands, it is on their own. Should this deter me from trying to spread the Gospel? No, because I don't know who will eventually accept Christ, and furthermore, I can't find a reality where I can give up on anyone. Christ tells me to forgive, so I do. If you have truly forgiven someone, and you love them (we should love everyone, we are all neighbors on earth) then why would I give up on them?
I know there is scripture stating to effectively brush the dust off your sandals and walk away from those unwilling to hear it. I try, for the most part, to not berate strangers with the Gospel after they've heard it from me. You might say, well they already know it, so your first attempt is possibly the hundredth attempt from others having tried. I hear you, but their is a very likely chance that their exposure to the Gospel was a tainted and hateful explanation by a self proclaimed Christian that in no way even tries to walk with Christ. I try and if they don't want to hear it, I proceed with speaking the Gospel through my actions so as to not drive them away.
So how do we live with the possible reality that our spouse, parents, children, extended family, and friends may make the personal choice to never accept Christ Jesus as their Savior? How do we reconcile that they choose hell, a hell that they clearly don't believe exists. How do we reconcile that they effectively are telling us we are a liar when we tell them that Jesus is the Truth, and we want nothing more for them than their Salvation?
We give it all to God. We trust God, with our entire heart, mind and soul, and all of our strength. We pray for them daily. We do not allow it to deter our daily pursuit of living a more Christ like life and sharing the Gospel, but we instead use it as fuel for the fire of the Holy Spirit within. For Him to shine so bright through us that one can't help but say, "I'll have what He is having please." Live in the presence of God every waking moment. Praise and rejoice in Him in everything you do. Allow His joy and peace into your heart. Leave the rest to the Lord. He does not disappoint.
And lastly, I remember that anyone in my life that knew Christ the way I know Him now, watched me for 36 years, and prayed and didn't give up on me either, no matter how discouraging it may have been. That they knew I was blinded to the truth, tricked by the adversary, and they tried to not take offense to me denying what they were telling me was true. They trusted God, and knew it would be on His time, not their own, if it were to happen. And even with the notion that it may never happen for me, they persisted with an abundance of grace as only found through Jesus Christ, the Son of God, our Lord and Savior, and an undying faith everlasting out of love for Him.
2023.06.04 00:08 CartographerIll8287 Two camera related questions
So, we all know what an amazing set of cameras this phone has. I'm overly impressed and I appreciate it, but after using it for two months I have a couple of questions/considerations...
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- 8k 24 fps videos. Except for still videos, where the phone stands still and you don't move around too much, I can't really see any other scenarios. The 24 fps make it feel quite laggy if you move it too fast. Any consideration on this?
- Macro camera. Does anybody miss the lens reserved only for the macro camera, and the macro mode? With this phone unless I go on pro mode it doesn't really focus on a close object. I love the idea of combining two lenses into one, but it feels like they could've applied it better.
2023.06.04 00:08 rcope37 DBQ and QTC
Apologies if this is already answered. So, I submitted a DBQ that was filled out and signed by a medical provider. The VA now wants to schedule a C&P exam with QTC. What’s the point of this signed DBQ then? They are using the exact same form lol. Is the VA wanting a second opinion with a doctor that has never seen me before or how does this work. I appreciate it 🇺🇸
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2023.06.04 00:08 BoliPC Words of comfort for those worried about their loved ones Salvation
Everyday, I pray that everyone believes in Jesus Christ someday and for Salvation for every soul, in Jesus Christ's name. This is to say, to whomever is reading this, I pray for you, your family, and your friends every single day. I pray for you to accept and receive the only thing that really matters, if you haven't already.
I am not naive, I completely accept that this prayer may not pan out for everyone. I love God the same (which is with my everything) regardless of that fact. The truth is, I want it for them more than they want it for themselves, in many situations. I cannot accept the truth for them, just as no one was able to believe in Jesus Christ on my behalf.
The Bible is clear in that there will be a falling out, as my brother in Christ, Joe, explained to me, we are experiencing it now, look around. A vast majority of people will be blind and deaf to receiving the truth. You may ask, well why would God do that? Yeah, I used to question Him, I'm not telling you not too. I am telling you that I don't , or at least I try not too. I give in to Him completely with my everything, accepting He is in control, and that He knows better than me. He is Sovereign, and our willingness or lack thereof doesn't not change that truth.
God states He wants everyone to be saved, so my prayer is in accordance with His will, He doesn't say they will though. This tells me that, if my family and friends are not saved, the blood isn't on God's hands, it is on their own. Should this deter me from trying to spread the Gospel? No, because I don't know who will eventually accept Christ, and furthermore, I can't find a reality where I can give up on anyone. Christ tells me to forgive, so I do. If you have truly forgiven someone, and you love them (we should love everyone, we are all neighbors on earth) then why would I give up on them?
I know there is scripture stating to effectively brush the dust off your sandals and walk away from those unwilling to hear it. I try, for the most part, to not berate strangers with the Gospel after they've heard it from me. You might say, well they already know it, so your first attempt is possibly the hundredth attempt from others having tried. I hear you, but their is a very likely chance that their exposure to the Gospel was a tainted and hateful explanation by a self proclaimed Christian that in no way even tries to walk with Christ. I try and if they don't want to hear it, I proceed with speaking the Gospel through my actions so as to not drive them away.
So how do we live with the possible reality that our spouse, parents, children, extended family, and friends may make the personal choice to never accept Christ Jesus as their Savior? How do we reconcile that they choose hell, a hell that they clearly don't believe exists. How do we reconcile that they effectively are telling us we are a liar when we tell them that Jesus is the Truth, and we want nothing more for them than their Salvation?
We give it all to God. We trust God, with our entire heart, mind and soul, and all of our strength. We pray for them daily. We do not allow it to deter our daily pursuit of living a more Christ like life and sharing the Gospel, but we instead use it as fuel for the fire of the Holy Spirit within. For Him to shine so bright through us that one can't help but say, "I'll have what He is having please." Live in the presence of God every waking moment. Praise and rejoice in Him in everything you do. Allow His joy and peace into your heart. Leave the rest to the Lord. He does not disappoint.
And lastly, I remember that anyone in my life that knew Christ the way I know Him now, watched me for 36 years, and prayed and didn't give up on me either, no matter how discouraging it may have been. That they knew I was blinded to the truth, tricked by the adversary, and they tried to not take offense to me denying what they were telling me was true. They trusted God, and knew it would be on His time, not their own, if it were to happen. And even with the notion that it may never happen for me, they persisted with an abundance of grace as only found through Jesus Christ, the Son of God, our Lord and Savior, and an undying faith everlasting out of love for Him.
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I am not naive, I completely accept that this prayer may not pan out for everyone. I love God the same (which is with my everything) regardless of that fact. The truth is, I want it for them more than they want it for themselves, in many situations. I cannot accept the truth for them, just as no one was able to believe in Jesus Christ on my behalf.
The Bible is clear in that there will be a falling out, as my brother in Christ, Joe, explained to me, we are experiencing it now, look around. A vast majority of people will be blind and deaf to receiving the truth. You may ask, well why would God do that? Yeah, I used to question Him, I'm not telling you not too. I am telling you that I don't , or at least I try not too. I give in to Him completely with my everything, accepting He is in control, and that He knows better than me. He is Sovereign, and our willingness or lack thereof doesn't not change that truth.
God states He wants everyone to be saved, so my prayer is in accordance with His will, He doesn't say they will though. This tells me that, if my family and friends are not saved, the blood isn't on God's hands, it is on their own. Should this deter me from trying to spread the Gospel? No, because I don't know who will eventually accept Christ, and furthermore, I can't find a reality where I can give up on anyone. Christ tells me to forgive, so I do. If you have truly forgiven someone, and you love them (we should love everyone, we are all neighbors on earth) then why would I give up on them?
I know there is scripture stating to effectively brush the dust off your sandals and walk away from those unwilling to hear it. I try, for the most part, to not berate strangers with the Gospel after they've heard it from me. You might say, well they already know it, so your first attempt is possibly the hundredth attempt from others having tried. I hear you, but their is a very likely chance that their exposure to the Gospel was a tainted and hateful explanation by a self proclaimed Christian that in no way even tries to walk with Christ. I try and if they don't want to hear it, I proceed with speaking the Gospel through my actions so as to not drive them away.
So how do we live with the possible reality that our spouse, parents, children, extended family, and friends may make the personal choice to never accept Christ Jesus as their Savior? How do we reconcile that they choose hell, a hell that they clearly don't believe exists. How do we reconcile that they effectively are telling us we are a liar when we tell them that Jesus is the Truth, and we want nothing more for them than their Salvation?
We give it all to God. We trust God, with our entire heart, mind and soul, and all of our strength. We pray for them daily. We do not allow it to deter our daily pursuit of living a more Christ like life and sharing the Gospel, but we instead use it as fuel for the fire of the Holy Spirit within. For Him to shine so bright through us that one can't help but say, "I'll have what He is having please." Live in the presence of God every waking moment. Praise and rejoice in Him in everything you do. Allow His joy and peace into your heart. Leave the rest to the Lord. He does not disappoint.
And lastly, I remember that anyone in my life that knew Christ the way I know Him now, watched me for 36 years, and prayed and didn't give up on me either, no matter how discouraging it may have been. That they knew I was blinded to the truth, tricked by the adversary, and they tried to not take offense to me denying what they were telling me was true. They trusted God, and knew it would be on His time, not their own, if it were to happen. And even with the notion that it may never happen for me, they persisted with an abundance of grace as only found through Jesus Christ, the Son of God, our Lord and Savior, and an undying faith everlasting out of love for Him.
2023.06.04 00:08 Whatthefucjdoumean How do i move out at 18
I didn’t exactly know how to write a good title, but i was just wondering how does anyone really get financially stable enough to move out at 18? i’ve read posts where people talked about how they moved out at 18, but what jobs really even get you that far too where you can? besides the average fast food type thing, i have a job now but i only make 9 an hour and don’t get a lot of hours too begin with.
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2023.06.04 00:08 throwawayformyblues Advice for first time pegging?
on a throwaway account ^^
I'm afab and the person I'm seeing is amab, but we are both nonbinary and switches. I'm desperate to peg them, and lucky for me, they are also very eager for it, but neither of us have ever done it before. I have so many questions... where tf do I buy a strap? What advance preparations do we need to make, what items do we need to have on hand? Are there techniques I should use to make it feel better? How messy does it get?
We're both uni students still living with our families becuz for one reason or another we couldn't find accommodation and commute isn't that far. So we can't order any equipment etc online cuz our parents would see it in the mail 🤣
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I'm afab and the person I'm seeing is amab, but we are both nonbinary and switches. I'm desperate to peg them, and lucky for me, they are also very eager for it, but neither of us have ever done it before. I have so many questions... where tf do I buy a strap? What advance preparations do we need to make, what items do we need to have on hand? Are there techniques I should use to make it feel better? How messy does it get?
We're both uni students still living with our families becuz for one reason or another we couldn't find accommodation and commute isn't that far. So we can't order any equipment etc online cuz our parents would see it in the mail 🤣
2023.06.04 00:07 BoliPC Words of comfort for those worried about their loved ones Salvation
Everyday, I pray that everyone believes in Jesus Christ someday and for Salvation for every soul, in Jesus Christ's name. This is to say, to whomever is reading this, I pray for you, your family, and your friends every single day. I pray for you to accept and receive the only thing that really matters, if you haven't already.
I am not naive, I completely accept that this prayer may not pan out for everyone. I love God the same (which is with my everything) regardless of that fact. The truth is, I want it for them more than they want it for themselves, in many situations. I cannot accept the truth for them, just as no one was able to believe in Jesus Christ on my behalf.
The Bible is clear in that there will be a falling out, as my brother in Christ, Joe, explained to me, we are experiencing it now, look around. A vast majority of people will be blind and deaf to receiving the truth. You may ask, well why would God do that? Yeah, I used to question Him, I'm not telling you not too. I am telling you that I don't , or at least I try not too. I give in to Him completely with my everything, accepting He is in control, and that He knows better than me. He is Sovereign, and our willingness or lack thereof doesn't not change that truth.
God states He wants everyone to be saved, so my prayer is in accordance with His will, He doesn't say they will though. This tells me that, if my family and friends are not saved, the blood isn't on God's hands, it is on their own. Should this deter me from trying to spread the Gospel? No, because I don't know who will eventually accept Christ, and furthermore, I can't find a reality where I can give up on anyone. Christ tells me to forgive, so I do. If you have truly forgiven someone, and you love them (we should love everyone, we are all neighbors on earth) then why would I give up on them?
I know there is scripture stating to effectively brush the dust off your sandals and walk away from those unwilling to hear it. I try, for the most part, to not berate strangers with the Gospel after they've heard it from me. You might say, well they already know it, so your first attempt is possibly the hundredth attempt from others having tried. I hear you, but their is a very likely chance that their exposure to the Gospel was a tainted and hateful explanation by a self proclaimed Christian that in no way even tries to walk with Christ. I try and if they don't want to hear it, I proceed with speaking the Gospel through my actions so as to not drive them away.
So how do we live with the possible reality that our spouse, parents, children, extended family, and friends may make the personal choice to never accept Christ Jesus as their Savior? How do we reconcile that they choose hell, a hell that they clearly don't believe exists. How do we reconcile that they effectively are telling us we are a liar when we tell them that Jesus is the Truth, and we want nothing more for them than their Salvation?
We give it all to God. We trust God, with our entire heart, mind and soul, and all of our strength. We pray for them daily. We do not allow it to deter our daily pursuit of living a more Christ like life and sharing the Gospel, but we instead use it as fuel for the fire of the Holy Spirit within. For Him to shine so bright through us that one can't help but say, "I'll have what He is having please." Live in the presence of God every waking moment. Praise and rejoice in Him in everything you do. Allow His joy and peace into your heart. Leave the rest to the Lord. He does not disappoint.
And lastly, I remember that anyone in my life that knew Christ the way I know Him now, watched me for 36 years, and prayed and didn't give up on me either, no matter how discouraging it may have been. That they knew I was blinded to the truth, tricked by the adversary, and they tried to not take offense to me denying what they were telling me was true. They trusted God, and knew it would be on His time, not their own, if it were to happen. And even with the notion that it may never happen for me, they persisted with an abundance of grace as only found through Jesus Christ, the Son of God, our Lord and Savior, and an undying faith everlasting out of love for Him.
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I am not naive, I completely accept that this prayer may not pan out for everyone. I love God the same (which is with my everything) regardless of that fact. The truth is, I want it for them more than they want it for themselves, in many situations. I cannot accept the truth for them, just as no one was able to believe in Jesus Christ on my behalf.
The Bible is clear in that there will be a falling out, as my brother in Christ, Joe, explained to me, we are experiencing it now, look around. A vast majority of people will be blind and deaf to receiving the truth. You may ask, well why would God do that? Yeah, I used to question Him, I'm not telling you not too. I am telling you that I don't , or at least I try not too. I give in to Him completely with my everything, accepting He is in control, and that He knows better than me. He is Sovereign, and our willingness or lack thereof doesn't not change that truth.
God states He wants everyone to be saved, so my prayer is in accordance with His will, He doesn't say they will though. This tells me that, if my family and friends are not saved, the blood isn't on God's hands, it is on their own. Should this deter me from trying to spread the Gospel? No, because I don't know who will eventually accept Christ, and furthermore, I can't find a reality where I can give up on anyone. Christ tells me to forgive, so I do. If you have truly forgiven someone, and you love them (we should love everyone, we are all neighbors on earth) then why would I give up on them?
I know there is scripture stating to effectively brush the dust off your sandals and walk away from those unwilling to hear it. I try, for the most part, to not berate strangers with the Gospel after they've heard it from me. You might say, well they already know it, so your first attempt is possibly the hundredth attempt from others having tried. I hear you, but their is a very likely chance that their exposure to the Gospel was a tainted and hateful explanation by a self proclaimed Christian that in no way even tries to walk with Christ. I try and if they don't want to hear it, I proceed with speaking the Gospel through my actions so as to not drive them away.
So how do we live with the possible reality that our spouse, parents, children, extended family, and friends may make the personal choice to never accept Christ Jesus as their Savior? How do we reconcile that they choose hell, a hell that they clearly don't believe exists. How do we reconcile that they effectively are telling us we are a liar when we tell them that Jesus is the Truth, and we want nothing more for them than their Salvation?
We give it all to God. We trust God, with our entire heart, mind and soul, and all of our strength. We pray for them daily. We do not allow it to deter our daily pursuit of living a more Christ like life and sharing the Gospel, but we instead use it as fuel for the fire of the Holy Spirit within. For Him to shine so bright through us that one can't help but say, "I'll have what He is having please." Live in the presence of God every waking moment. Praise and rejoice in Him in everything you do. Allow His joy and peace into your heart. Leave the rest to the Lord. He does not disappoint.
And lastly, I remember that anyone in my life that knew Christ the way I know Him now, watched me for 36 years, and prayed and didn't give up on me either, no matter how discouraging it may have been. That they knew I was blinded to the truth, tricked by the adversary, and they tried to not take offense to me denying what they were telling me was true. They trusted God, and knew it would be on His time, not their own, if it were to happen. And even with the notion that it may never happen for me, they persisted with an abundance of grace as only found through Jesus Christ, the Son of God, our Lord and Savior, and an undying faith everlasting out of love for Him.
2023.06.04 00:07 Kieran484 The Punctured Tree (DLC Speculation)
 | Good day to you all, and sorry for what will no doubt be a wall of text below. I hope you find it interesting and engaging. Before I get completely stuck in, it's important that I clarify that this is speculation limited to the picture that has been released; it doesn't prove or disprove anything as to what to the actual DLC content will be about. submitted by Kieran484 to Eldenring [link] [comments] There's been a lot of discussion around the content and nature of the DLC. I've had some theories knocking around since the early days of the picture being released, and have avidly followed the discussion, but there are some important elements that I don't see getting mentioned at all, let alone given the attention that I think they warrant, since they help to narrow the scope of the picture, and in turn inform us as to what the DLC might well be about. The promotional image released to announce the DLC's development There are two things that stand out most of all in the picture; the black tree and the figure riding Torrent. The consensus is that the figure riding Torrent is Miquella, based on its youthful appearance and the similarities with the image of Mohg carrying Miquella away in the opening cinematic. I believe that this is accurate as well. There is an outside chance that it could be Marika riding Torrent, but I think it's considerably less likely. I won't be discussing this as a possibility any further here. Where my views differ from the community are what the presence of Miquella indicates. I believe that this completely locks the photo as taking place in the past, and there are three core reasons for that:
The Punctured Tree Before launching into my own theory, it's worth establishing what I see as clear facts:
Quite simply, the evidence is there. I will address these points specifically below. "Where is the evidence that the Erdtree was attacked like this in the past?" When we first arrive in Leyndell, we can see signs that the Erdtree has had a puncture wound inflicted on it previously, as discussed in point 5. The bark has cracked and split, and the damage remains when we play through the game, although it has partially healed. Below is an image of the view of the puncture wound. I have also included a screenshot without the textures loaded in that more clearly shows where the bark was split, in line with the picture above. The split in the bark Textureless Leyndell This puncture would also explain how the damage on the door into the Erdtree was inflicted, and potentially even answer why the thorns blocking anyone from entering were introduced: it was an absolute necessity. The damage on the door "So what was it that attacked the tree, and where is it now?" I am far from the first to point out the Deathblight connection here, and we all know about the Prince of Death lying semi-slain at the roots of the Erdtree. When we succumb to Deathblight, we convulse, and roots explode from our body. I believe that when Godwyn became the first of Those Who Live In Death, his eruption was far more dramatic than happens to us, and became the plant that we see choking the Erdtree in the original photo. "Where is the Deathblight tree now then?" Gone. This might not be satisfactory for you, but I expect that we will see how during the course of the DLC, although this is conjecture. I do think it's worth drawing attention to one specific line delivered by Ranni the Witch in the story trailer though: "Queen Marika was driven to the brink." We seem to have collectively decided that it was grief at the death of her first born son that pushed her so far, but if this photo shows what I am theorising, then it suggests that her world order was facing an existential threat; something far more dramatic than personal grief. I feel that this is a much more dramatic and compelling reason for her to shatter the Elden Ring and tear down everything as anyone knew it. "Is there is anything else left in the present that could indicate this happening?" Not firm evidence, per se, but I think that an eruption this intense could answer another question that's been lingering unasked: Why is Godwyn's corpse such a bloated mess? "When is this photo exactly, then, and what is it showing us?" This is the exact moment Godwyn died. Miquella is watching from afar as Godwyn's Deathblight threatens to bring the entire world crashing down. "Why can it not be in the future?" We covered this earlier! Because of Miquella riding Torrent! For this to be the future, three major events must be undone; we must lose Torrent, Miquella must undo his metamorphosis and must also escape the cocoon. If this image shows us the past, no leaps are necessary. "Could it not be another tree in another place?" I guess? But it's not like fully grown Erdtrees are anywhere else. There are saplings being tended to, and Miquella grew his Haligtree, but even that grand project ultimately fell to ruin (more specifically, the Scarlet Rot). It would be a major upheaval of the established lore for there to suddenly be other Erdtrees. "Anything to add about the ghostly graves?" Nothing concrete, but the graves are found where Those Who Live In Death linger. Their spectral form suggests to me that they might be in the process of materialising, which ties in with this being the point in time where Godwyn had his soul slain. "What does this mean for the theories on Miquella's dreamworld being the heart of the DLC?" I used to believe that Miquella's dreamworld was at odds with this picture, but I no longer see that as the case. My conclusions above relate specifically to what this picture is showing us, not the content of the DLC itself. If I am right and we are to head to the past, entering Miquella's dream seems a sensible way to take us there without introducing brand new concepts. "Are there any holes in your theory that you are aware of?" Actually, yes. I can't explain the lack of Leyndell, the capital city in this image. The timeline of Godwyn defeating the dragons means that the giant dragon corpse we see in the city must be here by the time he is slain by the assassins. My only suggestion is that artistic liberties were taken, and Leyndell would have cluttered the image when it wasn't supposed to be in focus. "What do you think the DLC will be about then?" This steps outside the bounds of what I intended this post to be about, which was just the picture, but I think the DLC will be about the events between Godwyn's death and the shattering of the Elden Ring itself, since the above theories indicate that there was a whole lot more to it than Marika simply being upset at his death. "Anything else interesting to share before we all get back to waiting for the DLC to come out?" I think it's also worth bringing up that I see this as a clear way the Deathroot Gurranq is trying to erase was initially spread throughout the Lands Between. If the Erdtree itself was corrupted by the Deathblight Tree, its influence could have spread far. Tl;dr- This picture shows us the moment Godwyn died. Thank you for making it this far if you're still with me! I look forward to discussing it! |
2023.06.04 00:07 Crowningwhore Drag shows in Siracusa
Hello, I'm traveling this summer to Siracusa. I'm staying there the first few days of July. Does anyone have any information about how the drag scene is like? Any drag shows I could go to?
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2023.06.04 00:07 Whatthefucjdoumean How do i move out at 18
I didn’t exactly know how to write a good title, but i was just wondering how does anyone really get financially stable enough to move out at 18? i’ve read posts where people talked about how they moved out at 18, but what jobs really even get you that far too where you can? besides the average fast food type thing, i have a job now but i only make 9 an hour and don’t get a lot of hours too begin with. i’ve tried asking my mom about why kind of jobs would get me financially stable to live alone but she only tells me physical labor and how that’s not a choice for me since i’m not “built for it” and she also doesn’t want me too move away from her, which i understand.
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2023.06.04 00:07 Potential_Joke_5238 Dropshipping to US as EU citizen?
I want to dropship to US as a EU citizen. I am dropshipping from China with USAdrop. I have decided to open a business entity in my home country. Now I have a couple of questions. Who is responsible for the import tax and all other tax that may come with it? What about safety regulations that USA may have? How does one know if my product which is dropshipped from China meets all the regulations required? Does USAdrop the dropshipping supplier deal with all of these things? And how do you know what product cost you need to set for your product to include all the tax required etc.? Thanks
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2023.06.04 00:07 BoliPC Words of comfort for those worried about their loved ones Salvation
Everyday, I pray that everyone believes in Jesus Christ someday and for Salvation for every soul, in Jesus Christ's name. This is to say, to whomever is reading this, I pray for you, your family, and your friends every single day. I pray for you to accept and receive the only thing that really matters, if you haven't already.
I am not naive, I completely accept that this prayer may not pan out for everyone. I love God the same (which is with my everything) regardless of that fact. The truth is, I want it for them more than they want it for themselves, in many situations. I cannot accept the truth for them, just as no one was able to believe in Jesus Christ on my behalf.
The Bible is clear in that there will be a falling out, as my brother in Christ, Joe, explained to me, we are experiencing it now, look around. A vast majority of people will be blind and deaf to receiving the truth. You may ask, well why would God do that? Yeah, I used to question Him, I'm not telling you not too. I am telling you that I don't , or at least I try not too. I give in to Him completely with my everything, accepting He is in control, and that He knows better than me. He is Sovereign, and our willingness or lack thereof doesn't not change that truth.
God states He wants everyone to be saved, so my prayer is in accordance with His will, He doesn't say they will though. This tells me that, if my family and friends are not saved, the blood isn't on God's hands, it is on their own. Should this deter me from trying to spread the Gospel? No, because I don't know who will eventually accept Christ, and furthermore, I can't find a reality where I can give up on anyone. Christ tells me to forgive, so I do. If you have truly forgiven someone, and you love them (we should love everyone, we are all neighbors on earth) then why would I give up on them?
I know there is scripture stating to effectively brush the dust off your sandals and walk away from those unwilling to hear it. I try, for the most part, to not berate strangers with the Gospel after they've heard it from me. You might say, well they already know it, so your first attempt is possibly the hundredth attempt from others having tried. I hear you, but their is a very likely chance that their exposure to the Gospel was a tainted and hateful explanation by a self proclaimed Christian that in no way even tries to walk with Christ. I try and if they don't want to hear it, I proceed with speaking the Gospel through my actions so as to not drive them away.
So how do we live with the possible reality that our spouse, parents, children, extended family, and friends may make the personal choice to never accept Christ Jesus as their Savior? How do we reconcile that they choose hell, a hell that they clearly don't believe exists. How do we reconcile that they effectively are telling us we are a liar when we tell them that Jesus is the Truth, and we want nothing more for them than their Salvation?
We give it all to God. We trust God, with our entire heart, mind and soul, and all of our strength. We pray for them daily. We do not allow it to deter our daily pursuit of living a more Christ like life and sharing the Gospel, but we instead use it as fuel for the fire of the Holy Spirit within. For Him to shine so bright through us that one can't help but say, "I'll have what He is having please." Live in the presence of God every waking moment. Praise and rejoice in Him in everything you do. Allow His joy and peace into your heart. Leave the rest to the Lord. He does not disappoint.
And lastly, I remember that anyone in my life that knew Christ the way I know Him now, watched me for 36 years, and prayed and didn't give up on me either, no matter how discouraging it may have been. That they knew I was blinded to the truth, tricked by the adversary, and they tried to not take offense to me denying what they were telling me was true. They trusted God, and knew it would be on His time, not their own, if it were to happen. And even with the notion that it may never happen for me, they persisted with an abundance of grace as only found through Jesus Christ, the Son of God, our Lord and Savior, and an undying faith everlasting out of love for Him.
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I am not naive, I completely accept that this prayer may not pan out for everyone. I love God the same (which is with my everything) regardless of that fact. The truth is, I want it for them more than they want it for themselves, in many situations. I cannot accept the truth for them, just as no one was able to believe in Jesus Christ on my behalf.
The Bible is clear in that there will be a falling out, as my brother in Christ, Joe, explained to me, we are experiencing it now, look around. A vast majority of people will be blind and deaf to receiving the truth. You may ask, well why would God do that? Yeah, I used to question Him, I'm not telling you not too. I am telling you that I don't , or at least I try not too. I give in to Him completely with my everything, accepting He is in control, and that He knows better than me. He is Sovereign, and our willingness or lack thereof doesn't not change that truth.
God states He wants everyone to be saved, so my prayer is in accordance with His will, He doesn't say they will though. This tells me that, if my family and friends are not saved, the blood isn't on God's hands, it is on their own. Should this deter me from trying to spread the Gospel? No, because I don't know who will eventually accept Christ, and furthermore, I can't find a reality where I can give up on anyone. Christ tells me to forgive, so I do. If you have truly forgiven someone, and you love them (we should love everyone, we are all neighbors on earth) then why would I give up on them?
I know there is scripture stating to effectively brush the dust off your sandals and walk away from those unwilling to hear it. I try, for the most part, to not berate strangers with the Gospel after they've heard it from me. You might say, well they already know it, so your first attempt is possibly the hundredth attempt from others having tried. I hear you, but their is a very likely chance that their exposure to the Gospel was a tainted and hateful explanation by a self proclaimed Christian that in no way even tries to walk with Christ. I try and if they don't want to hear it, I proceed with speaking the Gospel through my actions so as to not drive them away.
So how do we live with the possible reality that our spouse, parents, children, extended family, and friends may make the personal choice to never accept Christ Jesus as their Savior? How do we reconcile that they choose hell, a hell that they clearly don't believe exists. How do we reconcile that they effectively are telling us we are a liar when we tell them that Jesus is the Truth, and we want nothing more for them than their Salvation?
We give it all to God. We trust God, with our entire heart, mind and soul, and all of our strength. We pray for them daily. We do not allow it to deter our daily pursuit of living a more Christ like life and sharing the Gospel, but we instead use it as fuel for the fire of the Holy Spirit within. For Him to shine so bright through us that one can't help but say, "I'll have what He is having please." Live in the presence of God every waking moment. Praise and rejoice in Him in everything you do. Allow His joy and peace into your heart. Leave the rest to the Lord. He does not disappoint.
And lastly, I remember that anyone in my life that knew Christ the way I know Him now, watched me for 36 years, and prayed and didn't give up on me either, no matter how discouraging it may have been. That they knew I was blinded to the truth, tricked by the adversary, and they tried to not take offense to me denying what they were telling me was true. They trusted God, and knew it would be on His time, not their own, if it were to happen. And even with the notion that it may never happen for me, they persisted with an abundance of grace as only found through Jesus Christ, the Son of God, our Lord and Savior, and an undying faith everlasting out of love for Him.
2023.06.04 00:06 rackiesondisplay Failed The Drug Test With Cannabinoids.
As sad as it is, the title is true and I am extremely worried. This is the drug test required for admittance to the pharmacy school. I’ve already been accepted, but not sure how this will jeopardize that and my future. Does anyone else know someone or possibly have had a similar circumstance, how did it go?
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2023.06.04 00:06 Classic-Standard9403 Coping with last baby
We have two girls and they are amazing. My youngest was born on 5/1. My husband and I have great jobs but life is expensive and we want to be able to devote as much time and resources as possible into our kids…which gets more challenging with more kids. So we planned for baby #2 to be our last and we both felt about 95% confident in that. Toward the end of pregnancy and now that my newborn is already growing, I’m feeling really strong sadness. It’s this feeling of grief, like every day that passes is a day where I’ll never hold a baby this tiny again. Someday she’s going to lose her softness/fuzziness, her sweet newborn smell, and I’ll never get that back. It hits me hard! I’m sure the hormones aren’t helping. Does anyone who has experienced this have any ways of re-framing that were helpful? How did you cope with the passage of time with your likely last baby? I don’t want to end up pressuring my husband to have a 3rd just because I miss kissing a fuzzy newborn head 😂
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2023.06.04 00:06 The_Queen_V Reverse beeping noise
We just got 2023 Kia Sorento hybrid. The reverse beeping noise is so loud and annoying and I assume the neighbors feel the same. Does anyone know how to turn it off?
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2023.06.04 00:06 RainbowSupernova8196 Hell's Kitchen Season 12, Episode 4
Recap of last episode
Theme Song Plays
Deliberations: The Blue Team, especially Tyrone, are still shocked about Don's elimination. The Red Team are extra motivated after winning service. Akira does a prayer thanking God for her performance. The Blue Team does a "We're Not Worthy!" for Giancarlo for his performance.
Challenge: Chef James calls the chefs downstairs and Gordon reveals the next challenge, but first, with the Blue Team outnumbered 8 to 6, Gordon switches Trish to the Blue Team. The challenge is revealed to be an Attention To Detail Challenge, this time involving lobster. One member from each team will have to properly prepare 10 lobsters, and any lobster that isn't properly prepared will not score. As the Red Team won service the night before, the would go first.
Red Team:
Akira- 7/10
Bella- 6/10
Lauryn - 4/10
Maddie- 10/10
Candace- 3/10
Martina- 9/10
Kelsie- 8/10
Final Score: 47/70
Blue Team:
Giancarlo- 7/10
James- 8/10
Dylan- 5/10
Bryce- 8/10
Glenn- 4/10
Tyrone- 7/10
Trish- 9/10
Final Score: 48/70. Blue Team wins.
Reward: The Blue Team are treated to a day at the spa.
Punishment: The Red Team are forced to clean the dorms and drink lobster smoothies.
Before service: Gordon announces that guests will be dining in the Chef's Tables. Legendary comedian Carol Burnett would be dining in the Red Team's kitchen, while the Blue Team would be serving Jack Nicholson.
During service: The Red Team gets off to a slow start, but no severe mistakes were made, besides burnt scallops from Akira. They made it to entrées 29 minutes in. The Blue Team would serve 0 appetizers for the first 30 minutes, and 10 minutes into entrées, they would get kicked out of the kitchen. The Red Team would struggle as well, with Akira burning fish twice, and Maddie absolutely lost. The Red Team would also get kicked out again. Gordon would apologize to Carol and Jack for the horrendous service. Both teams were declared losers.
Nominations: The Red Team, with Bella as the announcer, chose Maddie for her lack of confidence, lack of teamwork, and how she was lost during service, and Lauryn for being a supposed weak link. The Blue Team, with Glenn as the announcer, nominated Dylan for raw steaks, and Trish for lack of improvement. Gordon calls up Trish, and Lauryn, but sends both back in line. He calls up Bryce, and tells him to give up his jacket, but gives him a red Jacket, switching him to the Red Team. He then calls up Martina, and switches her to the Blue Team to even up the teams again. Nobody is eliminated, but Gordon reminds the chefs not to get excited.
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Theme Song Plays
Deliberations: The Blue Team, especially Tyrone, are still shocked about Don's elimination. The Red Team are extra motivated after winning service. Akira does a prayer thanking God for her performance. The Blue Team does a "We're Not Worthy!" for Giancarlo for his performance.
Challenge: Chef James calls the chefs downstairs and Gordon reveals the next challenge, but first, with the Blue Team outnumbered 8 to 6, Gordon switches Trish to the Blue Team. The challenge is revealed to be an Attention To Detail Challenge, this time involving lobster. One member from each team will have to properly prepare 10 lobsters, and any lobster that isn't properly prepared will not score. As the Red Team won service the night before, the would go first.
Red Team:
Akira- 7/10
Bella- 6/10
Lauryn - 4/10
Maddie- 10/10
Candace- 3/10
Martina- 9/10
Kelsie- 8/10
Final Score: 47/70
Blue Team:
Giancarlo- 7/10
James- 8/10
Dylan- 5/10
Bryce- 8/10
Glenn- 4/10
Tyrone- 7/10
Trish- 9/10
Final Score: 48/70. Blue Team wins.
Reward: The Blue Team are treated to a day at the spa.
Punishment: The Red Team are forced to clean the dorms and drink lobster smoothies.
Before service: Gordon announces that guests will be dining in the Chef's Tables. Legendary comedian Carol Burnett would be dining in the Red Team's kitchen, while the Blue Team would be serving Jack Nicholson.
During service: The Red Team gets off to a slow start, but no severe mistakes were made, besides burnt scallops from Akira. They made it to entrées 29 minutes in. The Blue Team would serve 0 appetizers for the first 30 minutes, and 10 minutes into entrées, they would get kicked out of the kitchen. The Red Team would struggle as well, with Akira burning fish twice, and Maddie absolutely lost. The Red Team would also get kicked out again. Gordon would apologize to Carol and Jack for the horrendous service. Both teams were declared losers.
Nominations: The Red Team, with Bella as the announcer, chose Maddie for her lack of confidence, lack of teamwork, and how she was lost during service, and Lauryn for being a supposed weak link. The Blue Team, with Glenn as the announcer, nominated Dylan for raw steaks, and Trish for lack of improvement. Gordon calls up Trish, and Lauryn, but sends both back in line. He calls up Bryce, and tells him to give up his jacket, but gives him a red Jacket, switching him to the Red Team. He then calls up Martina, and switches her to the Blue Team to even up the teams again. Nobody is eliminated, but Gordon reminds the chefs not to get excited.